A love myself...

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She shouts – I will not come back ever…. A mirror is on the backside of the door showed him that her announcement doesn’t made any impact.

No second thought and she walk away through that door which he never left in that way before.

May be this all never remains the same – he told her one day, when they both take a walk beneath the sky full of clouds as it’s the rainy session in Mumbai.

They met in a friend’s birthday party and when both get introduced they find the place quite bore to celebrate their first meeting.

That first meeting turns in to usual chatting on net and sms and taking on phone…then its further change in to dates and yup they enjoyed each other’s company.

One day she came to know that the boy is addicted to drugs. She thought her love and affection can change his habit. She tries to talk to him about this but he really not interested to get this all in to this.

Today when she found that all her efforts went to vain – its kindaa heart breaking to her. Now it’s time to her to choose one either her love or values.

She finally makes a decision and rushed to his flat……….

Banged the door she entered in the room and found him taking drugs …..She makes herself firm enough to tell him.

I will not come back ever and turned to the door again. …. A mirror is on the backside of the door showed him that his announcement doesn’t made any impact.

No second thought and he walk away through that door which he never left in that way before.

No tears in her eyes but an admiration for herself.

listening maself , my inner soul...

COINCIDENCES – strange but good..

Well the last Friday is full of coincidences for me….\A trip to head office/.\a miss bus/ ..\call to ankit/..\then that kathi role with him/…\more than five km. of walk/..\my sprint to get in to the bus to Ambala cantt./…\get the corner seat before someone else/…\and finally a chat with stranger/…..

8.00am
Usually I get at 8.45 to get ready to go to patiala for ma training but its Friday nd after office I gonna go home so I leave the bed a bit early = half an hour. I went to the bus stop with sami and get in to a wrong bus due to hustle \actually the bus is goin to khanna. That is opposite the desired direction/..

11.15 am.

I get in to office at 11.15 am and yup once again my training coordinator is in the office before me.\kindaa a bad feel but its kindaa every day story/..before I settle maself out there I got to know that I gonna go to head office to give somthin out there\nd trust me its really not a very important paper/. I give a buzz to ankit to stay in college so that we both go to Chandigarh together\just for the company nd for a good conversation time/.

1.15 pm

I get back to ma college again\from where I depart just 2 hours before/. Ankit is not at the bus stop so I called him and in between I miss a bus to chandigarh..
Finally we get in to bus and reach Chandigarh at 3.00 pm. Now due to my curtsey we don’t know where the head office is, so we asked to some friend and get to the place around 4.15pm...
I order for two katthi role at the shop and we sit. We talk about our three years in college, college crowed and many more.\do watch some chick’s around/...Yup katthi role is good.
Then we rush to sector 17 so I can get a bus to ambala from where I can get a train to home. I get in to the bus again in hurry but this time a right one.

Stranger ……

I get inside and marginally beat an uncle to get the seat.\I get the seat fraction of seconds before uncle reach to the seat/. A girl is sitting beside me – kind of tired she put her head on her bag.
I said to conductor “a ticket to ambala” and the girl whispered “you better say ambala cantt.” And this is the mare beginning of the conversation. She is doing engineering\Most obvious professional course of the country/= that is why India is at third place in no. of engineers becoz you can find them any place in this country.
Now we both have the most common topic to discuss = ENGINEERING
We start with all the cursing to the teachers, assignments and exams. It sucks when someone asks =you what after engineering and as final year student this most common question every one ask me.
But frankly I learnt a lot form these four years and engineering teaches you that how you can handle the stress when the situation got worst, how u can prepare for the exam just one night before and how u can screw yourself in those vivas and files.

5.50 pm

The bus rush to ambala city and the journey is about to complete. Its been a good time talking to her as a senior in same course or more as a stranger. We share our no. and leave to our destinations….

AFTORWODS---

So its been a day full of events for me and I really not regret to go to chandigarh\ which I did when I leave the patiala/.
so all wells when ends well and in my case its Friday so a good week…

G-A-G-A-N